COPYCAT

I always wanted an epic love, a type of love that makes your world spin. But what Cosmopolitan doesn’t says is that, usually, this type of affairs comes bundled with very unstable people.

I consider myself a copycat, a little bit. The idea of mimics my booty call/lover came very naturally to me. All of a sudden the most stupid band appears like the coolest thing on earth just because my boyfriend has a cd of them. And just in a snap of fingers, I was a fan. Movies that I didn’t want to watch ended up being my favorite ones. You don’t know this just yet, but if someone has to describe me he would say that I’m the Jewish princess type. My father thinks the same. Personally I’m not too sure. Maybe in the past I was one, but now I’m quite sure that I don’t belong to that group anymore. Anyway, you can still call me like that. So it was quite weird when I started using t-shirts of heavy metal bands. Then I dated a guy who loved electronic parties. He was cute, interesting, tall, everything that an easy girl like me would ever want. So we went to parties. Never together, of course, he had a girlfriend, so he was not really inviting me anywhere. I was doing drugs just in case he would see me, so I had to pretend I was having the time of my fucking life. To be honest, I was not having such a blast and I was not technically meeting him at the parties. Ok, maybe is super complicated to “accidentally” meet someone in a party as big as Tomorrowland.

At that time, this guy was a huge fan of Sofia Coppola so, of course, “Virgin suicide” was a must. And since I was a very good follower, I was writing his name in all of my underwear. Thank god my fanaticism was not that extreme and I didn’t copy any of the suicidal girls, obviously, because I was not longer a virgin (oh Lexie, you rock my world). Yep, I was Trekkie for a while. I´ve watched reggae bands and the purest metal. Every single show that I was in was so boring and in such horrible places that my parents can be thankful of not knowing where I have gone (and also that nothing happened to me). But that was the thing, I was always a fanatic of love, and of falling in love. So, usually that means that I was a fan of the person who liked me.